Do you think I find it--like some sort of chore? The things I do with you? It's not. I enjoy spending time with you. I enjoy being with you.

[The intimacy as well, even if it tears her apart inside. Jamie, for all intents and purposes, is dead. But she's here on the hope that she might have him again. The more she's with Killian, the more likely it is that can be possible.]