[He got close to marriage, but never because he wanted it so much as it had been because he got caught, which is why he got away from some of the farmer's daughters and girls in town, for a while.]
Maybe this is what should be talked about, then. I should learn to do things in the future. Still, my problem isn't decent. I know that I could be good, but I don't know that I could be good and not scared. I always felt that I couldn't be responsible for anyone but me.
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[He got close to marriage, but never because he wanted it so much as it had been because he got caught, which is why he got away from some of the farmer's daughters and girls in town, for a while.]
Maybe this is what should be talked about, then. I should learn to do things in the future. Still, my problem isn't decent. I know that I could be good, but I don't know that I could be good and not scared. I always felt that I couldn't be responsible for anyone but me.
[He's still not sure about that.]
How do you change this part of you?