( this is so stupid. this is all so fucking stupid. he sounds so fucking stupid, and he knows it, the epitome of some whiny kid who doesn't get his way and throws a baseball through the front window of his parents' house or some shit out of spite — pure self-sabotage at its finest.
maybe he could just stay here and talk to her about why this whole thing is, in his eloquent words, "fucking stupid". maybe he could just link his fingers with hers and steal her away from this whole shindig altogether. or, maybe, in true will fashion, he's just going to leave, maybe throw a wrench in this fucking — whatever it is he has with kate, some undefined thing that will's glad to pretend isn't anything.
right. self-sabotage. )
Talk to you later, ( is will's small concession, crumpled nametag hidden inside of his pocket feeling like a lead weight, bearing down on him. he'll think of this, later, as a step forward: taking action, however dumb it is, rather than drowning in inaction. but for now, he ditches this whole thing, tries not to think about how much he's going to regret leaving kate just standing there in five minutes. )
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( this is so stupid. this is all so fucking stupid. he sounds so fucking stupid, and he knows it, the epitome of some whiny kid who doesn't get his way and throws a baseball through the front window of his parents' house or some shit out of spite — pure self-sabotage at its finest.
maybe he could just stay here and talk to her about why this whole thing is, in his eloquent words, "fucking stupid". maybe he could just link his fingers with hers and steal her away from this whole shindig altogether. or, maybe, in true will fashion, he's just going to leave, maybe throw a wrench in this fucking — whatever it is he has with kate, some undefined thing that will's glad to pretend isn't anything.
right. self-sabotage. )
Talk to you later, ( is will's small concession, crumpled nametag hidden inside of his pocket feeling like a lead weight, bearing down on him. he'll think of this, later, as a step forward: taking action, however dumb it is, rather than drowning in inaction. but for now, he ditches this whole thing, tries not to think about how much he's going to regret leaving kate just standing there in five minutes. )