Vasquez thinks maybe he won't be at all and then he'll wish Billy to life, then Billy will do it again, until all they're doing is making stupid wishes to be selfless instead of thinking about themselves the way that Vasquez has.

Flicking away the ash, he squints at Billy and thinks that it's stupid, even though he's not going to say it out loud. Not yet, at least. "You think he overcame his fears?" Vasquez snorts. "No, I think he just didn't want to leave you."